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![]() Link: https://old.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/1vqge76/theres_something_very_wrong_with_the_woods_behind/ This is an automated archive made by the Lemmit Bot.The original was posted on /r/nosleep by /u/LookAtMyBadge on 2026-08-17 02:56:16+00:00. My mother passed away last week. It all happened quickly. A call from the hospital, followed by me hastily booking the first flight home. It was the sort of trip you don't have the time to pack for. I'd gone to the airport straight from work, and in my anxious rush, didn't even remember to call my wife until I was standing at the gate. I sat with my mother through her final night. She was lucid in short bursts, her mind surfacing and then falling back into its own depths. I held her hand, and in the moments she was awake, I'd speak to her. Just small things, how much I loved her and how grateful I was to have her as my mother. I was an only child, and my father died when I was still young, so growing up it had really only been the two of us. I'd grown up and moved away for college, where I met my wife, and after we married I'd taken a job in another state, closer to her family and her many siblings, all of whom she was close to. It felt like a simple case of majority rule. But I always felt guilty about the distance. I tried to visit her at least once a year, or to fly her out to see us. More than once, we'd discussed her moving closer. But her whole life had taken course in that small town. She had her friends there, and her memories. And the time got away from us, as it so often does. On her final morning she seemed almost herself again. Lucid enough that I allowed myself to believe, at least for an hour or so, that she might actually pull through. She was reminiscing. About my childhood, about how happy she'd been despite any troubles we'd had. Raising a kid alone in a house where something was always breaking couldn't have been easy. But she said she wouldn't change a thing. She brought up the summer I turned eleven, when I got my first bike. How excited I was. She'd taught me to ride it herself, and after that I was gone every day until the streetlights came on. I didn't have many friends back then. I went to a small school, lived on an isolated street on the far side of town, and there were no other kids close enough to play with. But the bike gave me a kind of freedom I hadn't known before, and for a summer, that small town became a miniature world to explore. I'd ride to the convenience store a few miles off for popsicles or candy. I'd cut through the field behind our house and startle up mice and snakes from the tall grass as I went. But my favorite place was the woods. A wide stretch of tall pines about half a mile behind the field, split by a shallow creek at its entrance that winded its way on and off through much of the forest. That was where I found my fort. I always called it mine, though truthfully I'd only found it. It had clearly been there for years before I ever set foot near it, and I never once ran into whoever built it. Or anyone at all, for that matter. We talked about that old house for a while. I brought up my last memories of my father. And she told me stories from her own childhood, growing up in that same town. I told her, half-joking, that she was lucky to have found her soul mate so close to home, and admitted that as a kid I'd sometimes hated that little town. Hated how small it was, how I used to wish for a friend or two to ride bikes and play in the woods with. To show off my fort to. But I was still happy because of her. She laughed, and then raised her eyebrow slightly. "What are you talking about? You spent that whole summer after you got your bike with that one girl. Gosh, what was her name? I'm the one supposed to be losing my mind here." "Girl?" I asked. "The little brunette. With freckles? Don't tell me you forgot? You two were practically joined at the hip. You were always eager to get out of the house every morning. To go meet her at your fort." I thought for a minute, genuinely unable to place the memory. I'd had a handful of friends growing up, sure, but none close enough to my house to ride bikes with. And I had no memory whatsoever of anyone else ever setting foot in that fort with me. "You don't remember her name? Was she a classmate?" I asked. "She must have gone to your school, I'd think. Unless she was just visiting that summer. But who visits Pineridge?" She laughed again softly. I ultimately chalked it up to her state of mind. The doctors had informed me that patients sometimes said strange things before they passed. She'd murmured something about seeing my father in the room just the night before. We talked a bit longer after that. Then she drifted off. She didn't wake up again. She left me the old house. I drove out that same day to check up on the place. Just to look over what was left, and to bask in old memories for a while. A handful of new houses had gone up nearby in the years since I'd left. The field behind the house that I used to cut through on my bike was now half cut down to make room for new development, which had evidently stallled. The house's lawn had gone wild. But the house itself looked almost exactly as it had when I was a boy. Despite the familiar appearance, it felt very different inside. Empty in a way it had never felt before. I'd always thought a home held on to some part of the people who lived in it. Some memory or presence. But standing in the entrance, I couldn't feel it. Whatever presence the home had held onto had drifted away with my mother's last breath. I went to her room and turned on the light. The bulb flickered before it lit, filling the room with the warm orange glow of her old sodium bulbs. She never switched over to the white ones everyone else used now. She said they made every room feel like a waiting area. I went to her dresser. My mother was never the type to hold onto much. She got rid of things the moment they stopped being useful, and was never the sentimental type, as far as I knew. But I guess nostalgia gets to us all a little bit. Tucked in the bottom drawer was a stack of small boxes, each one labeled by decade. I went through them in order, starting with the most recent. Photos from our visits over the years, mostly. Then my wedding. My college graduation. Birthdays, school trips, the handful of events she'd thought to bring a camera to over the years. And finally, the summer I got my bike. A photo of me standing beside it at my birthday party, which a grand total of two classmates had attended. I was grinning wide while holding up a bike with a glossy red frame and a bow still tied around the handlebars. The best gift I ever got. I flipped through the rest of that envelope. It was mostly photos from my party. A few of me playing outside that she'd taken candidly. Me riding my bike in the driveway, still looking a bit wobbly. And then a photo of me, standing next to a girl I didn't know. Her smile was as wide as mine. She had bushy brown hair, green eyes, and freckles set in threes across each cheek. I stared at it for a moment, then turned it over. James and Emma — June 14th, 1999. Emma? I examined it closer. The photo had been taken in our front yard near the driveway. My mom's old station wagon was in the background. On the ground in front of it sat my bike, and beside it, a second one. Purple, with streamers hanging off the handlebars. I had wanted a friend that whole summer. Apparently I'd had one. And somehow, I had no memory of her at all. I went back to my old room and dug out my yearbooks, going through them page by page. Elementary, then middle school, then high school, checking every photo and name. Then I skimmed through them a second time, this time remembering to check the signature pages. Most of them were sparse, filled with the same handful of names I already remembered. Then I found something I didn't remember. Sixth grade. A single signature at the very back of the book, separate from the handful of others. A short note in careful, looping handwriting: I know we didn't go to school together, but I'm still glad I get to sign your yearbook. It's my first time signing one. I've had a lot of fun this summer. I'm glad we met! Signed, "Emma." A small smiley face was drawn beside her name. Straightforward. No last name. No other clues. Just a short message in an old yearbook that left me more unsettled than the photo had. It nagged at me the rest of that night. I called my wife to talk about my mom and to hear a voice of encouragement, and told her that I'd be staying a few more days to handle the house and the arrangements. I declined when she offered to fly out with the kids. Even during the phone call, I couldn't keep my mind off the girl in the photo. Why had my mother never brought this up before? Not at a single visit, or at any holiday? Never once in all these years? I remembered a specific conversation years ago. My mom was visiting, and I was complaining to my wife about growing up without anyone to ride bikes with. My mom had laughed and blamed it on the town, too small to live close to other kids, too big to ride your bike to them. She never once mentioned a friend. So why not mention her then? Or any other time before or since? The only other thing I could remember her mentioning was the fort. She'd associated it with the girl. With Emma. I hadn't been back there since I was a kid. I wasn't even sure it would still be standing. It had already looked like it could fall apart at any moment decades ago. But it was the only real clue I had. I didn't bother waiting for morning. I found an old flashlight in the garage, the kind w... Content cut off. Read original on https://old.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/1vqge76/theres_something_very_wrong_with_the_woods_behind/ |
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