this week was okay. i turned in a physical resumé to a potential employer in person. even though it's for an on-call job and not a ton of hours, still fingers crossed. i also submitted and had approved a proposal to present a talk on birding at my library. it's something i've been hemming and hawing on for months. i talked to my wife about the mental health concerns i have about myself so there's a bit more understanding between us now. i know the world is continuing to go to shit, but i'm hopeful that things may start to improve somewhat.

holy fuck I'm tired, 8hrs of overtime being mandated when I already had 2 hours flexed out for a dr appointment was something! ill take the extra cash tho

still here, still breathing! taking care of my kitty with my gf :)

i was able to see her, just added a lot of stress cus on top of 8hrs of mandated overtime I had to make up 2 hours for leaving early lol

the weeks going by so fast... this one was full of excitement and self discovery whatevers I won't be talking about rn and some grounding too, which was nice.

I'm hungry, sooooooo hungry and the hunger won't stop, which sucks. So I'm just warm all the time now. Its like when yiu eat spicy noodles and you get that nice warm tummy feeling but all over the body and ugggggh so warm. I'm so cuddly rn, so very much cuddly I wanna hold someone mmmmmh so close yeah (just look at my posts like ugugugug) whatever- am fine