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The original was posted on /r/highstrangeness by /u/daddysouldonut on 2026-05-17 02:29:36+00:00.

I am somewhat seeking help or guidance.

It feels like some decades long serotonin block has been lifted from me, along with a whole host of other physical...stuff. This occurred directly after some thoughts where I finally felt satisfied with my understanding of reality, and put out great intentions as commands while going to sleep. Not requests to any particular power, but a command to the universe from myself.

The following morning everything was strange. I felt a stranger in my own body. The feeling of... almost what I remember MDMA to feel like but lesser. Some of my muscle memory has suffered. I'm worse at driving. I couldn't recall where everything in the fridge was or the overall inventory of it. A bit clumsy in my day to day. I am seeing synchronicities everywhere, in ways that defy any sort of logic but are so abundantly clear to my personal journey.

Physical addictions are peeling away from me with almost no conscious thought or effort about it. I am not feeling effects from alcohol. I tried my weed pen and it did nothing, I immediately threw it away and I have had zero cravings, about a week now.

I feel stronger, and my skin is clearing. Now here is where it gets a bit stranger. I have not experienced the sensation of hunger since the day. My spouse is having to remind me to eat. I also seem to be functioning on about 1/2 of the sleep as I used to, my body is waking me in the middle of the night to spend time in the house when it is calm, no outside toddler interferences.

I have not had sexual desires or any desire to look at pornography. When I use the restroom, I observe what looks like I just left a cold pool. However, when presented with sex with my spouse, It's a diamond cutter and every physical sensation around the act is stronger than I have ever experienced. Sunlight feels amazing.

It is far too real for me, and it was ridiculously easy, and following no guide, just my natural intuition I guess. Most of these things were not even sent out as intentions. I was on no medications prior and I am on none now. This is not a LARP. Because really I haven't even told you my belief or what took me to this moment of clarity. It has to be discovered yourself I think, but it's real.