I feel like I'm falling apart. I need to get myself back together, ASAP!!!!

I can do it, I feel like I can do it... I've just been feeling so exhausted, bored, unmotivated... I think, partly, it's all the YT I've been watching. It numbs me, it entertains me but it doesn't do anything for me; it eats my time, and I'm left stranding. I need to quit it. I will.

Starting tomorrow, I'll quit YouTube, or rather, I'll limit myself to 1 hour a day.

I hope this will get other things in line.

We'll see.

I wore my brown suit trousers again today.

I find that some time outdoors helps me when my mind is scrambled eggs. Seeing everything fit together before humans ruined it.

Unrelated: have you ever read Neal Stephenson?

I find that some time outdoors helps me

Yeah, I agree. I think being outside with some trees and a river would be great right now... I don't have much to do this weekend, so I plan to get some of that. We'll see.

I have not read Neal Stephenson, though I have heard of him! Seems he's the author of Snow Crash. Why? You like his stuff?

I hope you'll enjoy :)

I just started reading the baroque cycle, halfway through the first book. It reminded me a bit of you I think.

Thanks!

Oh, haha, well that's cool, I guess I really do have to check it out!