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I had my first ever lesbian date today and it was really nice :)

could you put that body text behind a spoiler, like this?:

beginning every "hey how've you been" with a "oh in case you're suicidal" activates my inner alarm and makes it more difficult to just casually talk about the week.

yeah my week was ok. still struggling to make friends irl but it's (slowly) getting better. have been to a meet-up the last week where i talked to some new people, but nothing special. no sparks unfortunately.