I have walls to clean. Unfortunately I left my ADHD medication downstairs. I am upstairs. I have to manufacture some sort of motivation to get up and get my meds so I can function... 😭

I’m sorting shit with my family this week. Saw one side this past weekend, seeing the other side this week.

My Uncle mentioned how he wished my cousin and I would bury the hatchet and I agree with him! I don’t even know why the fuck she’s been mad at me since we were kids. Well I have an idea, but it’s not something I did, rather it’s someone else’s behavior I’m being held responsible for. Even my Uncle said so. I’m planning on reaching out to cousin and extend an olive branch because I hated seeing that look on my Uncle’s face. I’m ready to let go of the past, I really hope she is too.

Y'all, I actually organized the craft room over the weekend! Now I'm thinking of attacking the pantry...

I've been trying to Swedish death clean my whole life, for a while now. Still on that path, but I feel like I'm really getting on top of it.
I got told I had 2 months to find a new place, in January, because they were selling, but the new owners signed me up for 2 more years. The panic of being homeless (because there's nothing out there, and it's ridiculously expensive) with kids with severe disabilities, caused a heap of stress. I funnelled that into action and I'm really enjoying having less stuff. I just genuinely haven't had the spare time to cull things in nearly a decade. Things have been crazy.

Okay, if you go upstairs and get your meds, I'll time you! Ready, set, GO

... Swedish death clean?

Lol a day late, I already took them today. But! I did get the walls cleaned still yesterday! I had to attach some rewards to it and it worked out well. Today though, I give myself permission to do nothing other than one load of laundry since my uterus has declared war.

I have some extra time this week. So I’m trying to get the basics done. Then rest and do hobby stuff in the tome that’s left. Today has been pleasantly recharging.