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I was a police officer in a town in California's southeastern desert, not far from the Arizona state line. This town has one highway running through its center and is about 2 hours removed from the next town in any direction.

Due in no small part to its isolation from the rest of the world, many of the town's residents experience poverty stemming from a weak job market, drug or alcohol addiction, and mental illnesses. Some struggle with all four. As if this wasn't enough, the town itself does not generate enough money to keep up with most of the old, failing infrastructure. Because of this, many of the town's homes, schools, businesses, and city buildings lie in a state of disrepair. If you were to exit the highway and drive the town's main street, you would find it consists of what you might find in any other passing town: some fast food chains, a few strip malls, a gas station, a motel, and not much else.

Despite this, a natural beauty surrounds the hopeless souls, sun bleached buildings, and wind torn roads. The morning sun paints the rocky desert hills with a radiant, orange glow;  while the shadows it casts plunge the cracks and crevices into a deep, inky blue. In the evening, after the coyotes have ceased their howling and the sun has retreated beyond the horizon, millions, if not billions, of stars are revealed in the night sky. I used to stare up, immersed in the stars. I thought about the vast distances between each point of light in the sky and what, if anything, is out there that we will never know about. When I let my mind wander, I often pondered on our place in the vastness of space, what lies beyond our depth of knowing, and what awaits us all beyond the curtain of death. I've always hoped that there is something more to all of this, something that makes all of our suffering but a speck of misfortune in the universe's grand scheme.

I've gotten off track.

Given the town's small size, our department's numbers were few and we were all required to work patrol. However, most in the law enforcement community understand that homelessness is one of the most complained about issues in any city, ours included. With a highway running through its center and a drug infestation plaguing the streets, the town held a homeless population of transients, addicts, and the mentally ill. To combat this, our department had a two-man collateral team to handle these issues as they popped up. I was on this team and though my primary duties were on patrol, we were occasionally granted overtime opportunities to saturate the homeless community with resource outreach or enforcement.

Before I go any further, it is important to understand that the town's homeless community is a tight knit one, and they did not relinquish information about others to us often. Given our goal of providing long-term, healthy solutions for their problems, we generally tried to maintain good relationships with those we knew to be suffering from homelessness, it just made our job go a lot smoother. This is not to say we did not enforce laws when they needed to be enforced, the town's leadership primarily paid us to improve its residents' quality of life after all. Ironic given the town's already struggling economy and decaying infrastructure.

My partner, D, and I meshed well together, but to keep things on track, I'll just say D was a great partner. By this point in our careers we had made countless contacts with people within the homeless population and were fairly familiar with their habits. I quickly learned how resourceful people could be when they'd been stripped of their livelihoods.

By the summer of 2023, I had been a police officer for about 9 years, and worked on the two-man team for 1. By this point I was familiar with most of our town's homeless population and knew where they usually congregated. I had developed an interest in analyzing their illegal encampments and I admired the complexity of some of the more sophisticated shelters, from makeshift showers and exercise areas, to multi-room tents, complete with makeshift fencing around "their" property in some of the more rural areas of town.

D and I generally tried to squash problem areas before they snowballed into bigger problems, and so we were headed to an old KFC where many of our homeless residents congregated. This KFC had been vacant for some time, and after countless break-ins, resecuring, and more break-ins, the property owner finally gave up and allowed the building to fall into complete disrepair. It was about 7 AM, and as we drove through the area we noted the parking lot was clear of the regulars and the building itself did not have any obvious signs of break-ins from when we had seen it the day prior. It was cold outside, colder than to be expected with direct sunlight and lack of shade; and so quiet, no crows, no wind, no one talking to themselves in the bushes, just an overwhelming silence.

One of the regulars, Bucket, liked to set up his encampments inside the empty trash enclosure in the parking lot. Bucket was a 50 year old man who had been on the streets for about 20 years after getting hooked on methamphetamine. His frail, decrepit frame polarized by his loud, nonsensical ramblings. Though he often found himself in our jail for warrants or drug possession, Bucket generally didn't cause many issues for D and I. He stuck to himself most times, and usually cleaned up and left when we asked him to.

Bucket's House, as D and I called it, was a perfect shelter for someone trying to escape the elements of the desert. The enclosure itself consisted of three cinder block walls and a large iron door for the dumpsters acting as the fourth wall of the structure. There was a smaller, iron door on one of the other walls which Bucket used as his entrance and exit. There was also a partial overhang over the top of the enclosure which allowed Bucket to easily build a makeshift roof out of scavenged tarps and cardboard.

D and I approached the smaller door to Bucket's abode. I read the "Bucket" scrawled on one of the cinder blocks near the door. This was the homeless community's way of letting each other know who was staying where. Most times D knocked on Bucket's door and called his name. This was usually all it took to get Bucket up and moving but today was different. Instead of the usual shuffling, groaning, and long, gravelly "fuuuuuck", we were met with silence. We knocked and called to Bucket a few more times with no change.

"I'll pop the door, you hold lethal." D said.

Understanding D's concern for a potential ambush upon opening the door, I drew my firearm. "On you." I said with my weapon pointed at the door. D flung the door open and I could already see the simple structure was mostly empty. I peeked the hard corner to my right just to be sure and holstered my weapon. Bucket was not there.

It was dark inside Bucket's House, but instead of the usual damp, musty stench of Bucket's body odor, our nostrils were filled with the smell of a recent fire. Bucket's home was undisturbed. His furniture and belongings were still there, an old torn couch next to a small circular table, a used meth pipe, torch lighter, and old cigarrette butts sat on top. A duffel bag containing Bucket's clothes and hygiene supplies, some stolen power tools, and a blue bicycle sat in a corner.

A large purple sheet separated Bucket's living room from his bedroom, which provided only enough space to house his mattress. That day, however, Bucket's mattress was missing. In its place was a number of melted candles arranged in a circle in the center of the space. In the center of the circle, Bucket had removed a roughly 1'x1'x1' chunk of concrete from the ground. The void was filled with gray, murky water. What the significance of this water-filled crater was to Bucket I'll likely never know.

"Oh shit dude, look at that." D said.

D pointed his flashlight at the wall opposite to us. Covering the entirety of the wall was a crude image, painted with black spray paint, dripping at its edges. Given the image's size, singular color scheme, and the fact that it was likely drawn by a tweaked out Bucket, deciphering it took me a few minutes. I think the image meant to be depicted was two long black arms emerging from a body of water, their emaciated hands gripping a man by his shoulders. The twisted and bent black limbs held the man suspended in the air; but whether the hands were lifting him to the sky or pulling him into the water I could not tell. D and I stared for a few seconds, silence encroaching on our ears as if in some cavern in the belly of the earth. The thick silence was wrong for Bucket's dwelling. We had been in there before and never experienced that level of oppression. It was like we were being embraced by silence in physical form, intent on keeping us inside that room.

"You good bro? Let's head out." D said.

I hadn't heard him right away.

"Come on man, its cold and we have to go meet James. Try to find him a shelter if he hasn't changed his mind already." I heard D this time and we left.

On our way to meet James, I asked D what he thought of Bucket's creation.

"Bucket probably just got on a sick one last night. You saw that pipe right? Fool is probably running around one of these streets right now."

We never saw Bucket again. It was normal for our regulars to disappear for days at a time, participating in whatever activities they participated in, but mains...

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