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This is an automated archive made by the Lemmit Bot.The original was posted on /r/nosleep by /u/Scary_Corner2764 on 2026-08-04 15:51:10+00:00. I'm posting this because I need help. I don't know what to do anymore. Everyone thinks I did it. Heck, maybe I did. None of this makes any sense. I guess I'll go back to the beginning. I've been raising my daughter, Juliette, by myself for the past seven years. My wife, Molly, left me in a panic. She came home from work early one day, packed up all her things, and fled. I tried to talk to her, but all she did was stare at me. She looked so afraid. That was the last time I saw her, and she's never been back. Despite that, I liked to think I did a good job as a dad. Juliette is the bravest little girl you'll ever meet. While the other kids in our neighborhood tremble at the thought of heights, she climbs the tallest trees just to show up the boys. Her fearlessness can occasionally make her a bit of a danger to herself, but I've always been proud of her. Well...that's how she used to be. It just changed some seemingly random night. I had tucked her in to bed and kissed her forehead, as was our usual routine. As I turned to leave, she grabbed my arm. She asked me to please leave her door open. This seemed strange to me, as Jules had never been afraid of the dark in the past. When I asked her why, all she said was that she needed the light. It's not like it was an unreasonable request, so I kept the door opened. In the morning, she seemed tired, but again, I didn't think much of it. The next several nights she asked for the same thing. I tried asking why she thought she needed it, but she kept on repeating "I need the light" whenever I did. It sort of weirded me out, so I stopped questioning her. After about a week of this, she grabbed my arm again. "Dad, will you open the curtains tonight, too?" For context, our neighbors like to keep their lights on all night, and they shine directly into her bedroom. I bought her some blackout curtains so it wouldn't keep her awake. I hesitated. My daughter wasn't afraid of the dark. It would just keep her awake. "Sweety, I think it's best if we keep them closed." She suddenly started to panic. I could see her eyes well up slightly, and she begged me to open them. I was surprised by her outburst, since Juliette rarely cried. I opened them and left without another word. I assumed this was just some strange childhood thing, or some punk kid had told her a scary story to freak her out. She'd quickly grow out of it. I was sure. But it got so weird. She wanted me to leave more and more lights on; she got herself a "nightlight," which was just a lamp she had taken from downstairs and slept next to like a stuffed animal. She left on lights that didn't go near her room at all, like the basement or the guest bathroom. Whenever I tried to protest, she would panic again and cry. It was awful watching her. I couldn't figure out what had made her so afraid. She was barely sleeping, she hardly went outside, and she certainly wasn't herself anymore. This had gone on for two months. The final straw was when she tried to leave my lights on. We had every other lamp, light bulb, screen, Christmas light, etc. plugged in and turned on. I'd already put her down for bed and was trying to figure out what I could do to fix this when I heard my door creak open. She turned on my overhead light quietly and turned to go back to bed. "Juliette?" I called to stop her. She came back in, staring at the floor. "Honey, this is getting out of hand. There's nothing to be afraid of," I said, climbing out of bed. "I'm not afraid," she said softly. "Then why is every light we own on?" "I need the light." "What for?" "I need it." I sighed. Enough was enough. I told her we were going to turn off all the lights, and she would sleep in the dark, like normal. I wished I'd done it earlier, but it was so hard seeing her so upset. Again, she started to panic. I picked her up and went around the house flipping things off. The more I did, the more hysterical she got. She begged and begged me not to, but I was convinced this would be good for her. By the time we got to her room, she was violently sobbing against me. And then she changed her story. She choked out between tears. "Daddy, he needs the light." My finger froze on the light switch. "He told me not to tell you. Please keep them on." "Who is 'he'?" I asked, sternly. She didn't respond and kept crying. Whatever had been talking to my daughter would never again. I grabbed my shotgun from my closet and went back into her room. "We are going to keep the lights off, and I'm going to sit right here next to you all night. You don't have to worry." She screamed. She tried to tell me I didn't understand and that I needed to turn the lights back on. That there was nothing I could do. By this point, I was freaked out enough, and I was done arguing. I laid her back down and sat right next to her bed, holding her hand. I'd never seen her cry so much in my life. I wasn't sure I'd seen anyone cry that much. After a few hours, she had cried herself to sleep. I sat there all night, shotgun in hand, staying fully alert and awake the entire time. Nothing happened. I went through her list of friends and swore that whoever had frightened her would have a serious price to pay. By the time morning came, I was exhausted. I checked her clock. It was eight in the morning. It was a little early for her to wake up, but I needed to go back to bed, and I didn't want her waking up without me there. I rubbed her back to wake her up and kissed her hair. ...nothing happened. "Juliette?" I called. "Juliette?" Panic had started to creep into my voice. I shook her back and forth, but her body was limp. "Jules, please wake up." I started to hyperventilate. She was staying still. I picked her up and noticed how cold she felt. I couldn't hear her breathing either. I almost threw up. I rushed her to the hospital, but by that point they said there was nothing they could do. She was pronounced dead on arrival. They ran several tests to see how exactly she'd died, but nothing came up. It was as if her heart had simply stopped by itself. But no one just "dies." Now everyone thinks I killed her. I can't leave my house. I keep every light on all the time. I barely sleep. I don't know what to do. It's my fault, I just know it. Why didn't I listen to her? Maybe I did kill her and don't remember. I'm a bad person. Help me. I'm sorry, Jules. I love you. I'm sorry. |
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