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![]() Link: https://old.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/1vkvd74/i_thought_the_black_dog_was_just_a_stray_my/ This is an automated archive made by the Lemmit Bot.The original was posted on /r/nosleep by /u/Izzy_Ondes on 2026-08-10 19:52:25+00:00. 2011 was the year I stopped being a good person. I was drinking until my vision blurred every night, chasing whatever powders or pills someone handed me, no longer caring if I woke up the next morning. The only reason I was still alive was that my grandmother refused to give up on me. She’d call, leave messages I never returned. Eventually, I just showed up at her house in the countryside because I had nowhere else to go. I think I wanted to disappear somewhere out of the way. She took me in without a word. She always did. The first thing I noticed, even through the hangover fog, was that I wasn’t welcome anymore. Not by her — she was patient, gentle, the same woman who’d raised me. Something in the house itself felt hostile. It was subtle at first. I’d hear a buzzing in an empty room and find a cluster of flies pressed against the inside of a closed window, dozens of them, fat, black, way too many for such a clean house. My grandmother would shoo them out and mutter a prayer under her breath, something I couldn’t catch. Ants traced lines across the kitchen counter no matter how many times she wiped it down. I killed a scorpion in the hallway one afternoon, yet she didn’t even seem surprised. She just looked at me with this tired, heavy sadness and said, “They follow you.” I laughed it off. I was an idiot. The streetlights started acting up whenever I walked anywhere after dark. I’d step under one and it would flicker wildly, stutter, then go black until I was a good ten metres past it. My phone screen would glitch and freeze for no reason. Once, I sat down at her old desktop computer to check my email — the thing had been working fine for her that morning — but the moment I touched the mouse the whole system crashed, screen going staticky, then dead. My grandmother crossed herself. I told her it was probably a power surge. She didn’t answer. She just went to the little altar she kept in the corner of the living room and lit a candle. The worst night came about three weeks into my stay. I’d been trying to sleep, but my skin felt too tight and my thoughts kept sliding into dark loops I couldn’t pull myself out of. Around two in the morning I gave up and stepped outside to smoke. There was no breeze at all, just a heavy deadness in the air. I lit my cigarette and stared at the dirt road that stretched past her property, at the fields beyond it swallowed by darkness. That’s when I saw it. A dog. A massive black dog, far out near the tree line, sitting on its haunches like a statue. Even at that distance I could see it wasn’t doing anything dogs do — it wasn’t sniffing, wasn’t scratching, wasn’t looking around. It was just sitting there, facing the house. Facing me. Its eyes caught the moonlight in a way that made my stomach drop, because they didn’t reflect the light. They held it. Two coins of dull yellow, fixed directly on me. I told myself it was a neighbour’s guard dog, some big breed left out for the night, so I finished my cigarette without breaking eye contact. The dog didn’t move. Not its head, not its tail, not a single muscle. When I went back inside I felt a deep, cold knot form in my gut. Twenty minutes later I went out again. The dog was still there. Same position. Same yellow eyes. I could feel the weight of its attention across the entire field, like a physical pressure on my skin. I told myself I was being paranoid, went back to bed, and lay there listening to my own pulse for an hour. Then I got up a third time, pulled the door open, and found the dog exactly as before. It hadn’t shifted a single inch. I remember whispering something stupid like “What do you want?” and the dog just stared. I closed the door, locked it. I didn’t sleep at all that night. A month later my grandmother died. It was sudden — a heart attack in her sleep, the doctors said. I found her in the morning, peaceful and cold. I remember thinking that the house felt different immediately. Emptier, but not in a peaceful way. Like the whole place had finally exhaled after weeks of tension. I couldn’t grieve properly because I was still drowning in my own addictions. I used more after the funeral, not less. I wanted to black out the image of those yellow eyes. I wanted to stop hearing her say “They follow you.” That’s when the dream started. I’d finally crash after days of being awake, finding myself standing in her house in the dark. Everything was exactly as it had been — the altar, the worn sofa, the smell of coffee and candle wax. Then I’d hear footsteps behind me, soft, deliberate. Then her voice, not angry, not sad, but heavy with something I can only call dread: “Você trouxe o diabo para dentro da minha casa.” You brought the devil into my house. She’d say it again, and again, each time closer, until I felt the draft of her exhale right against my skin. I’d turn around and wake up gasping, drenched in sweat, my pulse racing out of control. Every single time. Four weeks after she died, I overdosed. I don’t remember much — just a blur of emergency lights, a tube down my throat, the clinical smell of a hospital. They told me later I was technically dead for a little while. When I came to, the first thought I had was of the dog. I don’t know why. But something in me broke open that day, and I knew I had to get clean or I wouldn’t survive the next fall. I went through withdrawal in a fog of nightmares, my grandmother’s voice threading through every feverish hour. I’m still not sure if I pulled myself out or if something finally let go of me. But I started living again, slowly, badly, but living. I still don’t sleep well. I don’t think I ever will. The dream still comes, though less often now. When it does I wake up with that sentence echoing in my skull and the faint, irrational certainty that if I looked out my window I’d see two yellow points of light in the dark. A couple of years ago I was driving through the countryside, nowhere near my grandmother’s old place, just taking a back road because the highway was jammed. It was late, maybe two in the morning, and my headlights caught something on the side of the road. A dog. A huge black dog, sitting unmoving, watching the car approach. I slowed down. I don’t know why I didn’t just floor it. The dog’s eyes caught the headlights and held them, that same sickly yellow. I swear the temperature inside the car dropped. I drove past it with my hands shaking, not looking in the rearview mirror. But as the car passed, I heard it. Not from outside. From the back seat, right behind my ear, as clear as if she were sitting there: You brought the devil into my house! I almost drove off the road. I haven’t taken a country road at night since. And every time I think I’ve finally put it behind me, I’ll wake up at 3 a.m. to the sound of a dog barking somewhere far away, and I’ll lie there frozen, waiting for her voice to start again. |
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