Cross posted from https://discuss.online/post/44964173

So basically I’m 23 years old and I’m a male, I am currently staying over at my grandmother’s house Because my family just moved out of our old house and we’re kinda like in different places right now so I’m staying with her for the “temporary foreseeable future.” Thing is, when I was at my old home, I engaged in self pleasure (masturbation) pretty much every day with no problem. Now I’m in her guest room, and there’s family photos EVERYWHERE, like not just adults but mainly her children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren as well. And I knew the layout of the room before I moved in and knew it was gonna be an awkward issue. Last night I ended up doing it with the lights off. And I was just watching XXX content on my phone, and I was trying to remained focused on my phone but it was just like the awkwardness of the whole thing and me knowing there were pictures of children in there the whole time. I only like a couple of times looked at my surroundings and the walls around me during the moment just…because I tend to look around when I’m already weirded out. I ended finishing. But I was wondering has anyone else been through this same situation and do you think this makes me weird. Any advice helps.

If I'm taking a shit and somebody's sitting there watching me, I'm going to feel a little uncomfortable. Should I feel shame? No.

The United States and the “Western world” is committing a genocide.

The lives that we are living right now are just a continuation of the bad decisions of the past, which is just more and more war.

You are shooting off into a tissue. Trump is shooting a missile into a school full of girls inside of a school.

Grandma should be shocked about that, but if she opened the door and watched you holding your hog, she might have a heart attack.

The world we live in is a heaven for those who are incompetent and undeserving. It is a purgatory for those that are useful, and it is a hell for those that aren't lucky enough to participate in our surrogate activities separated from our natural selves.

We are a product of our environment, and in this environment we express ourselves in certain ways.

At certain times, and in certain places.

If you don't take the dog out to walk, it will shit on the floor.

A dog outside is a wolf, and it doesn't need let out.

I'll crank it anywhere. I don't give a fuck.

Fuck y'all's shame, and fuck your Jesus.

You are over thinking go wack off.

Over thinking == anxiety

wacking off reduces stress.

By the way I don’t [just beat it everywhere

I just got a little verbally animated.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wRdp5xT2RQ&t=51)

First world problems.

What a terrible day to be literate.

Sometimes when I fart I like the smell. Does that ever happen to you? I bet you it has something to do with the subconscious processes that keep us healthy but I bet is can also get out of hand.

Why do some people like the smell of their own farts?

I thought it was a given that everyone likes the smell of their own farts.