This Earth isn't real. It's designed to facilitate a reality where we are compelled to disentangle ourselves from our maladaptations to the real world. There are not real stakes in the real paradise, so we live in an illusion that we chose prior because we saw value in how it would disentangle ourselves.

If you want to experience the hell that is paradise as you are now, practice lucid dreaming. I recommend the WILD method as I was able to cross over into a dream with lucidity about 30-50% of nights. And it was fun at first, going on adventures, infinite pleasures, and an endless array of debauchery, but then it gets stale and awful. There's a Twilight episode about this concept, and it is a very apt aspect of the human condition to be aware of to understand the reason as to why things are this way. There's more than is viable to put in a single comment. I recommend reading what the Buddha said - it's extensive - and offer a simple fact that the battle is won, which if you don't realize the New Testament describes a decentralized autonomous organization of secret police at an eighth grade reading level, then you may not grasp what I'm talking about yet.

Y'know, like Epstein is alive because he was a cop and we don't kill the good guys in the decentralized police state. The architect in the Matrix says something about how we made a perfect world, but there were problems. Things are made to look bad because it's part of how we keep the battle won, as a guy who went on the cross definitely isn't a cop, right?

No, I want to eat pussy and barring that I educate people online.

Well unless you’re multitasking you’re failing on both fronts.

Nah, I know what I do. It's the confident people who reply who make a good sounding board for those lacking confidence to speak and thus lurk. The thing you're not seeing is that this is four dimensional. You're stuck in your cage, but there are curious people who see our exchanges and go digging and they find my rabbithole of my educational art project that I'm advertising through targeted marketing. But you think I'm trying to convince YOU of something.

Nobody’s gonna read all this.

If you want to experience the hell that is paradise as you are now, practice lucid dreaming.

i have aphantasia so i physically can't. i guess i wasn't created in God's image 😔

Blades of grass are beings made in God's image. A microbe is made in God's image. You do have a very negative opinion of yourself and the self is the lens we see the world through, so what you see as negativity is your construct of self projected on the world. That's how that works. Change your own self-perception, everything else changes. I say this from experience, having been raised by an abusive, negligent narcissist and thought myself to be the lowest form of life on Earth. Spiritual work reconditioned me, and now I think I was a big stinky butt for lingering in that state for so long

Then why do they slide into my DM's?

They’re as bored as I am?

So you are reading?

If your posts are over 20 words long I basically ignore them.

Ah. Some people ask me about the sex cult or what I do with the CIA.

I’ve done enough of both to know not to ask.

So you have committed statutory, you're saying?

lolwut

You’ve been hanging around with the wrong sex cults my dude

The only sex cult I am involved with is the one I founded with my sister and it couldn't be doing better but the state keeps trying to take away our daughter and kelping business.

This just got too gross and weird for me.

Smell ya later bro

You are the weakest link

Boo this garbage is shit!