As per my most recent transfem post, I was meeting up with some people.

Public transport is fucked today... So I had to fucking cancel :( the forces of the world want me to be recluse lmaoo

At least we can just postpone but fuck me. All that fucking work up for fuck all.

Now Im spiralling one some things i said and i feel like a creep. Now did i say anything creepy?? Probably not, but my anxiety wont let it go. Now my instrusive thoughts about that are bombarding me. I can barely look at people atm.

GOD this is what I get for being social /s

Ill keep trying, but for now but just gonna hide from the world for a bit :( bed rotting here we go

it happens, carry on girly :) plans changing suddenly is the worst though I hear you!

Thank uu :)

uhm idk whether it helps you but especially if you're travelling that route for the first time, it might help you to do a practice-run, i.e. travel the whole distance for practice. ofc only if you have a PT ticket which allows you to travel for free within a certain area.

Thanks for the advice

In this case the PT really was super fucked. I expect it get on my countries news lmaoo. Straight up i think someone took some copper from the train line from a major train station that is intermediary for a lot of rural trains. They said vandalism specifically but i do think that whats happened lmaoo

Damn, that's so disappointing. All that anxiety and anticipation for nothing :(
At least it's only postponed.

Did you find out about the PT trouble before you left, or were you all dressed up and ready to go?

aw shit I'm sorry. I hope they didn't reschedule it too far away.

Also I'm sure you never said anything creepy, try not to worry about it, could you maybe ask someone?

Yuh :(

I was actually at the train station all dressed up, so that sucked

Thanks.

Um wouldnt feel comfortable doing that, but conversations continued as normal so I think its ok

Yeah I figured, but yes I'm sure it's ok, you come off as very kind on here and I'm sure you do there as well.

Thank you, that means a lot to me. You come off as kind too