Not sure whats going on but I haven't noticed any spam.

I'm a bit out of the loop as to what's been discussed, but it looks like you've deleted a bunch of your posts.

I don't really know what the situation was here, but find it sad to see you perhaps feel like you've been pushed away.

Maybe it was something with the specific community, but I'm sure there's 10 or more "art" or "art share" communities on the Fediverse, and hopefully you'd find another one more welcoming.

I quite liked your perspective on things, and I'd like to see your stuff again somewhere. It's upsetting to see someone creative being discouraged.

Thanks for your kind words.

I'm ok with criticism, honestly i wouldnt be able to do what i do if i wasn't, it was more that i was told this community is for fine art, and well.. i wouldn't call mine.. fine. at all.
It's more like.. crass art lmao.
What got to me was that i was told I was "spamming" and "posting against the spirit of fine arts" and "should post less frequently". And i don't wanna displace anybody. (I'm also not in the best headspace tbh)

I'mma take a coupla deep breaths and probably be back to spamming after a while. lol.

Once again, thanks for your kind words. It's amazing what appreciation can do, even if it's just a lil bit.

I never saw any spam from you

What spam?

Thank you kindly.

Thanks for the query.. i reckon.. perhaps i may have taken some ... criticism a lil too literally. It's nice to see that there's a community that doesn't see it as spam :).
I'm grateful for y'all words.