Monday was a public holiday and I was travelling back from holiday on Tuesday so this week is flying by!

Good and bad. I publicly announced a major extension I'm working on for elite dangerous to positive responses. But I got sick and I'm in bed feeling guilty I can't work on it and shitty that i'm still unemployed.

🫂

Kinda bad. Managing, but a big relational thing just blew up in my world and now the guy I'd been involved with is kinda making vague threats that he won't be cordial if I go to the social thing he's a greeter at that I've been going to for the last like 7-8 years... :(

Greeters aren't official organizers, so I messaged organizers and asked what to do here. Just fuckin stressed about how the situation will be handled. I thought this was over with and now it's escalated, and I dont wanna loose the space that has been my whole connection to community and where I go to work on social anxiety...

Just want off this stressful ride. Never had the "I walked past all the red flags" experience before, turns out thats a thing I am capable of finding myself in

Awesome! I got a uni offer today and am very excited. My friend has also (finally) got a good IELTS score, so very happy for them too :D

Viel Glück!🥰

Hey Cris,

Sorry to hear...

Hope you had a good time!

very busy but getting shit done is always good and rewarding.

making a lot of progress the past few months.

just wish it would translate into something other folks could understand instead of them looking at me like I'm a monster when they ask me what I have been up to and I mention all my goals I'm meeting.

But if I switch to complaining/lying about how life sucks, they immediately latch onto that and want to chat me up.

I hate how happiness isn't allowed anymore, it's so socially isolating.

Yeah. Me too.

Organizers said he can't tell me I can't go, and not to interact and he sent me an angry text. Apparently he doesn't appreciate me going to organizers. So that's fun.

I'm fuckin tired. This shit has had me so stressed my stomach is all messed up.

Not looking forward to going on Monday and navigating things, but this space is important to me and I dont wanna give it up

I hope life is being kind to you

Exhausting. Work drama. Death of a friendship. Stress induced health shit. ICE cucks all over my city to fuck elections. I want two weeks away.

Damn, that sucks...

Life is okay for me, a bit busy but otherwise all good!

I'm glad things are goin alright in your world ☺️

With piefed.social having gone down I'm back on this account for a bit until I go reset my password, but soon I'll be back to being Cris_Citrus

I hope you get a chance to slow down soon :)