In this dream I was in the dark, everywhere was dark, and I was just walking. Suddenly, I slipped and was going down and down and down—there was nothing but darkness. I felt good and afraid at the same time. Suddenly, I felt something under me, like a change in the pressure of the air beneath me, and my fear grew. Then suddenly I woke up with my heart pounding very fast. I wanted to vomit, my clothes were filled with sweat, and my dick was hard but no juices came out.

Also, I got this dream a lot of times, especially when I had a fever, and sometimes when I was awake and asleep at the same time. This thing happens where there is an imaginary pole in the dark and I get bigger, the pole gets smaller—and then the pole gets bigger and I get smaller. I can even control the height. This creates a vomit-like feeling, something totally different but addictive in my throat. I could feel something like we feel when we are in guilt, but much more pleasurable.