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Part 1

I didn’t open the door.

I know that probably sounds obvious, but it didn't feel like it at the time. When I heard that voice, something in me just locked up. I didn't panic or scream, but I wasn't thinking clearly either. I was just frozen, with my hand still on the lock and every muscle in my body refusing to cooperate.

It truly felt like if I moved even slightly, whatever was on the other side of the door would know.

I stayed like that for maybe ten seconds. Time really does weird things to your mind when you’re listening for a sound that doesn’t come.

I decided to look through the peephole again, and what I saw was the same empty hallway of a minute earlier. No footsteps on the ground, no sound of someone walking away, no neighbor laughing because they got the wrong apartment, no elevator opening, nothing.

Just the same narrow hallway under the weak yellow light, looking exactly the way it had looked before.

I remember stepping back from the door very slowly, like I was trying not to startle it, like it would've bitten me if I had moved too carelessly.

I know I sound insane, but if you’ve ever been afraid of something you couldn’t see, you know the logic changes a little. You stop thinking in terms of what makes sense and start thinking in terms of what feels safest. And opening that door, at that time, did not feel safe.

I didn’t sleep after that.

I sat on the edge of my bed with the lamp on and my phone in my hand like I was waiting for permission to call someone. I scrolled down to my mother’s number a couple of times and had to stop myself from calling.

What could possibly justify waking her up in the middle of the night? I couldn’t think of a version of the conversation that didn’t immediately make me sound like a child again, scared of some imaginary monster that appeared when the night light wasn't on.

Hi, Mom. I know I moved out three days ago and ignored half your calls, but I think the thing I used to swear took Leo just came to my apartment and asked me to let it in. There are some sentences you just can’t come back from.

So instead I gave up on sleep and did what people do when they are trying very hard not to lose their minds: I tried to rationalize it.

It was an old building after all, with strange acoustics that whined with every small movement. Being half asleep didn't help much either. The stress of the move, memories of days now past, the flashlight, the fact that I had spent the evening digging around in childhood things I should have thrown away years ago.

I told myself that it was my fault, that I’d worked myself into the kind of state where your brain hears one thing and delivers another. Pipes knock, someone’s TV leaks through the wall, and the mind does the rest.

I even managed to make myself believe it.

When the morning sunlight came, it helped. You see, that's the embarrassing part: daylight has a way of making nighttime fear look exaggerated. All the ghost stories that haunted you when it's dark outside feel just like the lucid dreams of a feverish kid.

So, after a couple of hours of pretending to be asleep, I got up. Made bad coffee, and opened the front door expecting something to be still there, something that had waited the whole night for me to finally step outside and... I don’t know what, exactly.

I'll admit it. The only thing that I feared more than a childhood nightmare coming back to say hello, was the fear that after almost twenty-four years of staying sane, I was finally starting to lose it.

And so I looked for some proof that I hadn't just imagined the night before. Something solid that would prove I wasn't crazy, so I could finally start panicking, crying and screaming around the room, condemned to a slow and painful descent into despair.

Mud, footprints, scratches. Anything at all. But the hallway looked normal: the carpet was still as ugly as the day before and the air smelled like bleach and stale heat. If anyone had been standing outside my apartment in the middle of the night whispering in my dead brother's voice, he had put his best effort into deleting every trace of it.

For a while that almost made me feel better.

I told myself I had probably dragged half the story up from somewhere old and ugly because I’d been sleeping badly and thinking too much

That the voice had only sounded like a child because I already had Leo in my head, and that the line “Open the hatch” was just too weirdly specific to be a coincidence, and the brain is way too good at being weirdly specific at times.

So I kept repeating that to myself over and over, staring at the flashlight on the kitchen counter, like it was personally responsible for everything and now had to pay for its sins.

Mission control.

I still don’t remember packing it, and somehow that bothered me more in the daylight than it had the night before.

I wondered if my mother did it. She was always the type of person who made things worse without meaning to. I blame her a bit for it, I know it wasn't her fault, that she always pretended we could go back to a state of perceived normality after everything had happened, . But even right now, after I finally had managed to step outside and find my own place in the world, she was there, reminding me of my past and that I could never get over it.

"Speak of the devil" I murmured with a chuckle.

My mother was calling me. I let it ring twice before answering, mostly out of habit.

“Did you sleep?” she asked, and not in the casual way people ask that. In the checking way.

“Morning, Mom. No, no, I didn't.”

“You sound tired.”

“Thanks.”

She ignored that. “Did you remember to eat?”

I wanted to tell her, looking for some sort of maternal comfort, as if telling her would somehow make it go away. I could feel it sitting at the back of my throat, heavy and stupid. Maybe if I’d just said it outright, the whole thing would have been different. Or maybe not, maybe this was always the way it was supposed to go.

So I confessed, “Someone knocked on my door last night.”

She didn't answer. No confusion, no surprise, just her soft breathing over the line.

I could practically hear her, through the phone, weighing every possible answer, what to say, what to do... before very calmly resorting to a simple “Did you open it?”.

Like it was obvious what we were talking about, and it probably was. But at the time, it truly felt like she had reached through the phone and put a hand around my spine.

She didn’t ask who it was, whether I was okay, if I had called the police, if some drunk had gotten the wrong apartment, or if one of my neighbors was messing with me.

She only asked if I opened the door, half-worried, half-scared.

“No,” I answered.

Another silence. This time even quieter than before, if possible. “Did it say anything?”

My grip on the phone tightened so hard my hand hurt.

I let a chuckle escape me, disoriented and confused, but mostly resigned. Because sometimes when you’re suddenly scared of someone you’re supposed to trust, your body doesn’t know what else to do.

“What do you mean, did it say anything?” I cried.

My mother exhaled too fast. I heard movement in the background, then my father’s voice, too muffled to make out.

“Mom.”

“Were you asleep when you heard it?”

“No.”

“Did you look through the peephole?”

How did she know?

“Yes.”

“And?”

“There was no one there.”

She didn’t answer right away, as if looking for confirmation somewhere else. But when she did, her voice had careful flatness, like she was afraid of saying the wrong thing.

“Keep the hall light on tonight.”

And that was it. No reassuring words, no comfort for her distressed kid. Just another stupid command, another rule to add to the all-too-long list of preexisting ones.

I wish I could tell you I pushed harder, that I fought back, asked the right questions and demanded real answers. That I forced her to be honest with me, for once. Instead I stood there again, in my kitchen, barefoot, angry and on the verge of tears. Suddenly I was eight years old again.

I finally broke a silence that seemed to last ages.

“Why are you talking like this?” I asked. “Why do you sound like you already knew?”

“Honey, we didn’t know anything,” she said too quickly.

“We?”

My father came on the line then, as if he had predicted that from there on things could only get worse.

“Listen to me very well,” he said. No hello, no transition, just a shaky voice that I knew way too well. “If anyone knocks tonight, you must not open the door. Are we clear?”

I don’t know what expression I had on my face while he was talking, but I remember staring straight at the dead flashlight on the counter like it was the one at fault, and I hated it for that.

“What's going on?”

Nothing.

“Dad.”

“We told you when you were little not to answer doors after dark.”

“That wasn’t normal,” I said. “That wasn’t a normal rule. What can even—”

“It was a rule for a reason.” he barked.

There it was. That was as close to an explanation as I had ever gotten.

“A reason like what?” I asked again.

And at that point he said the same thing people say when they have decided for you that you are not stable enough to hear the truth.

“We’ll talk when you come by this weekend.”

I didn’t even realize how angry I was until I heard myself answer.

“I’m not coming back there.”

That got another silence. A different ...

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